week 0, friday evening

[disilluded]

[Hi Eichi.

Sousei doesn't want company, but when has that ever stopped sparkly idol boys...?

In fact, it's in trying to avoid people that Sousei bumps right into Eichi, and then he just...sighs.

Because his conscience won't let him leave without at least asking:]

Your cough has not improved?

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[finethanks]

...Hope is an invisible thing that's difficult to grasp on to, but I'll do my best, Sousei-kun.

[Weh... a hand on his head, thank you, Sousei. Eichi lets it linger another moment before he has mercy and pulls back.]

Then, do you have hope, as well?

[disilluded]

... Yes, I do.

[He doesn't know how, or why. In truth, he's pretty sure he's about to die!!! (Fantastic how that works out.)

But even so, that's no reason to lose hope.]

It is far too early to give up.

[finethanks]

[It's a good thing he pulled back, because he has to stop a coughing fit now, and that takes a bit. It shakes his whole body when he coughs like this.]

I suppose you're right.

[disilluded]

[... A mess. You're a mess, Eichi.]

... And take care of your health. Though this is all happening now, you must still watch yourself.

[finethanks]

There's nothing I can do to stop this [another few coughs] and I don't have my medication, so what should I do? Even if it's "stay in your room," I'm forced out sometimes, you know.

[He hates this!! More than anyone!!] Please don't pity me. I hate that more than anything else.

[disilluded]

I don't pity you.

[That said softly--but with sincerity.]

... After all, the strongest man I know is incapable of moving half the time. His body has given up in many ways, and he must use a wheelchair now. But that does not stop him.

[It's a matter of attitude, he thinks--Eichi needs to grasp his life with the same tenacity that Tenka did.]

I am only telling you to be as sensible as you can. Protect your own health, so that you may continue to do what you can to help others here as well.

[finethanks]

I will. My health is my main concern, so I've been doing my best to eat carefully, sleep warm and relax with tea. It's frustrating when I do all of that and still can't control it.

[He can't control his stress levels, after all.] But I understand. Thank you for your concern.

Though, I think I'd be much healthier if you stayed alive.

[disilluded]

[That gets an amused snort out of him.]

Ah. Did I cause you some amount of stress?

[finethanks]

What sort of question is that? Of course you did.

[He's pouting, practically, over Sousei's death.]

[disilluded]

[He's...totally pouting...]

... My apologies then. I didn't intend on worrying you.

As you can see, I am very much alive, and I intend on staying that way.

[finethanks]

Saying those empty words with no plan at all behind them only makes me worry more, you know. Are you hoping fate alone will save you? That only happens in stories.

[And then he was wrong.]

[disilluded]

[Sousei's a fucking cheater]

It would not be the first time I have escaped a situation that is dangerous.

[So don't??? Fret??]

Try to keep your concern to manageable levels, if you can.

[He's actually full of shit, it just actually works out for him for once.]

[finethanks]

I'll try my best, so you try yours as well. I expect to see a miracle and no less.

[So!!! Do it, somehow! Backflip out of the castle!!]

[disilluded]

A miracle, is it...?

You have high expectations of me, and yet...

[Hm.]

Perhaps I will be able to meet them. We shall see. For now--you should rest.